Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself… know what you want.
You need to understand that I’ll never be the girl that begs you to stay. If you decide to walk out of my life, I might be sad for a little while but know that I’ll never chase you. I’ll just let you go.
I’m a completely different person at 2 pm
than I am at 12 am. Where does my heart go on a midnight, to a distant lover, perhaps? All I know is that I’m a lonely person at either hour, with or without a heart.
I don’t want you back.
I want my sanity back.
I want my self esteem back.
I want all of my goddamned wasted time back.
I want myself back.
I want all of the things you took without asking.
I think the scariest thing about falling in love is that there’s always an opportunity to fall out of it. There is no signed contract, no promises that can’t be broken, no guarantees that that person will stick around and that scares me to death. One day, they can just wake up and be over your little weird habits, and the way you say the letter “I.” They’ll realize you’re selfish, they’ll realize they deserve so much more. And that’s the scariest thought I’ve ever had.